Have you lived a past so dark and painful that you would do anything to escape it? Move to a far country? Change your identity? You are not alone. Millions of people would rather attempt to keep old skeletons locked away in the proverbial closet than to let anyone know what they have been through or what they have overcome.
In a letter to Philemon the apostle Paul advocates for a run-away slave named Onesimus who fled 1200 miles to find refuge. The irony and beauty of Onesimus’ name it comes from a root which means ‘benefit.’ That’s ironic because as his master, Philemon had only been able to consider him useless. But now he has been transformed; the beautiful thing is that now he can live up to his name and be useful/beneficial both naturally and spiritually.
Many times we have committed so many misdeeds that we would rather flee than face up to our past. Not only had Onesimus fled from his master, causing him to lose the money that he had paid for him (v. 15); it is possible that he had taken money or goods from his master in his flight (v.18). Onesimus discovered in his submission to Christ that he was actually empowered to return to the place that may have originally caused him torment and shame and yet hold his head up in victorious humility. 50 years after Paul pleads the cause of Onesimus to Philemon, asking that he be received back in love as a brother in Christ history reveals yet another letter. This time from an early church father named Ignatius. The letter is addressed to the bishop of the church in Ephesians: Onesimus!
Christianity is neither an escape route nor a cop out. Instead, Christ enables us to live up to our responsibilities and commitments no matter how difficult. Christ enables us to own up to our indebtedness instead of denying it. The most amazing thing is when Christ turns the humiliation of our sinful past into a glowing testimony for His glory. We can do all things through Christ who strengthens us. The shame of our past can be turned into a glorious future in Christ when we stand fast and refuse to run away from it .